October 1, 2010

Okay~ these few days have been the toughest days i have been through.
Well, basically i know it's not only i'm going through these. I know that some of "you" are also like me.
A lot of misunderstanding, heartbroken, sadness, and fighting(not really).
Try to control the tears from rolling down on my face and i guess i manage to do that with the help of my friends. But still, i'm hurting in the inside. Sometimes, i just wish you'll realize. Honestly, sometimes i do feel like going up to you, and tell you exactly how i feel when you did that but i didn't manage to do that. Why? Hmm~ let me think.. one word! Scared! lol~
Majority of my friends asked me to do that but i guess i just couldn't.
Maybe it's true to me, that "i couldn't live without you".
Now i'm glad that everything's back to normal. I'm super duper happy now! ;DD
Finally, everything is settled!
Sorry to my friends, i know that i've been a total jerk!
Hope you guys can forgive me. =)
I really don't want this friendship to become like this, but if you guys don't like me about something, you can tell me straight forwardly. I won't mind~ instead of you guys being like that, it'll make matters worse. *being dramatic*
Well, i guess i shouldn't keep that in my heart, hope you guys won't too. Sorry ya~
i still remember what you've said, "forget the past, what we need to focus on is now and our future". *smile*
P/s : Should i tell you straight forward or keep on pretending? Haiz~

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