Is it THE END?

Hey guys! Now is approximately 1 am on 15/10/2010. Just finish watching DVD with my maid, Clash of the Titans. Man, it was so damn nice! Practically, i'm just simply blogging to spill my feelings out. Just finish solving my friends problem. Well, not really a problem. Just cheer her up and give her useful advices and seems to me, she's so much better. I guess now she's taking her good night sleep as i've asked her to. My dark circles are getting worse and worse nowadays, due to my late sleep every night. I'll be on the bed, sleeping around 1.30 am. Reason? Think too much, or should i say stress about "something" until i cannot sleep. Well, the good news, i manage to block the tears from rolling down my face and i feel that i'm much more happier. *smile* but during i'm taking my bath, there's a few tears came out, but after that, there's no more and i can feel that i don't need to cry anymore. I feel so much better now! Don't really know how to describe this feeling i'm having now, but i think it can be describe as happy. But still, there's this awkward feeling, cannot to be describe feeling. It's not making me suffer, that's the good thing. Anyways, i'll just take my friend's advice. Maybe what my friend say is true. I can't believe you even think about it. It's so hard for me to trust you already. Do you want it or not? I know it's a past but have you ever think of it NOW? If you do, you can tell me or you want me to make the desicion? I can~ i know is gonna be hard for me but, if i think it's the correct think to do, then i'll do it. Like you've said to me before, "follow what your heart says". Maybe i'm just gonna follow what my heart says. You can change that from happening though but i guess, you're just too "clever" to do that. I've been thinking, are you feeling the same way as i feel for you now? Well, i have nothing to say much. I don't even know what happen. I'm trying really hard to figure it out and i guess you don't even want to care. Today i really feel like bursting out everything, but i don't want to create a "show" at there. Don't want to start another "drama" between us. If not, i'll be "said" again. There's a lot on my mind and i've been thinking about should i confront you like she asked me to. It's the best way to end this. But i really don't know how. It's hard, but it's the only way to make us better. Or should i just follow what my friend say? There's been a lot of questions on my mind. Most of it are cannot to be answered questions. Haiz~

P/s : should i end this now or just go on with you?