October 11, 2010

난 영원히 당신의 품안에서 살고 싶어 ♥

I'm wondering what happen to you. You're making me so worried. Last Friday, i was sms-ing with you as usual, but then when after 8.20 pm, you didn't reply my message. I just leave it because i thought maybe your mum scolded you or anything. Then, Saturday you still didn't sms me but still, i leave it also because i thought you're testing me. So, i decide to wait until you make the move like everytime you'll do. On Sunday morning, i still haven't receive your text. I'm starting to worry. Then, i patiently wait for your message but you didn't sms me, but i told myself that maybe you got scolded by your mum about your bills getting higher so you don't want to text me. But if really, at least you should text me, right? As i'm freaking out, i text you yesterday night saying "Nicholas, can sms?", but you never reply and after that, i kept thinking what happened to you? Not replying my messages. Did i did anything wrong that made you angry and don't want to reply my message? Even if i really did, i guess you'll tell me because you promised yourself to me before. Or was it your mum confiscate your phone? then, you can give me a call using your house phone like last time you did, except it's not about your mum confiscating your phone. Anyways, what happened to you?? I'm worrying too much, am i? I kept thinking about you and wondering where are you? I really want to see you! Should i call you or wait until this Wednesday when school starts? It would be good if i call you because i won't worry too much if you picked up my call but i also scared that your mum is confiscating your phone so it will be risky to call you. *sad* I'm not really in the mood to do anything now. I'm just missing you too much and worrying about you. I kept thinking about it but i try so hard not to. Everytime i thought of it, i'll quickly find wood to touch and i really hope that it didn't happened to you. I really can imagine how will i react when i knew that happened to you. I really wish and hope that doesn't happened to you! I could die for you! I'm just thinking too much, i know but why do i keep thinking that will happen? Aargh~! I really need you by my side now! Missing you like this, i could go crazy! *calm down* Haiz~ well, so i guess now what i need to do is patiently wait until Wednesday when school starts and ask you. If i saw you, then i won't worry anymore. Please~ that nothing happen to you. I really don't want anything happen to you. *finger crossed* Please! :'(

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