哭過就好了.

Today went for St. John meeting at HQ. It started with me waking up at 6.20 am and got ready myself. Then, 7.05 am, left the house and Cigie was rushing me because that time, there's only her one NC and her leng zai was there too, so she's scared, extremely scared. Then, Jie Yin and Jasmine arrived. That makes four NC Form 2. Then around 7.45 am, we fall-in then usual warm up. Then play games, but it's not actually games, it's basically a training. After that, for those who didn't attend the last trial BFA test need to do it today, and for those who took the trial BFA test, they go to another side and discuss about the written test, if i'm not mistaken. After finished everything, everybody was able to go home. Before going home, my grandma brought me to eat 'yong tau foo'. I was so damn full after that! I don't want to type so long today. Reason? Not in the mood, after heard something that really hurt my heart. *crying* I know i should be happy because everythings back to normal, as i wished it would be. But there's this suffering feeling, sad feeling, i don't really know why. I'm happy but i'm also sad at the same time. Am i just too tired or what? Haiz~