January 30, 2011

卓文萱 - 一個人勇敢

你想要的 我不明白 明明可以 愛得很自然 兩個人世界多簡單 就是我愛你 你愛我 不難 你還是 離開

你的決定 與我無關 我能理解 我不會責怪 這是你給我的答案 你要我接受 卻還要我等待 等不到一個未來

我不相信愛很難 沒有一點溫度 殘留下來 你失蹤的愛 我的幸福跟你離開 謝謝你那麽坦白 原來失去以後 比較愉快 不會再傷感

你的決定 與我無關 我能理解 我不會責怪 這是你給我的答案 你要我接受 卻還要我等待 等不到一個未來

我不相信愛很難 沒有一點溫度 殘留下來 你失蹤的愛 我的幸福跟你離開 謝謝你那麽坦白 原來失去以後 比較愉快 不會再傷感

就算愛很難 我也不怕失敗 一定有一天 我會比你想象更勇敢 我不相信愛很難 沒有一點溫度 殘留下來 你帶走了愛 我在原地不曾離開 謝謝你讓我明白 原來失去以後 比較愉快 我學會燦爛 一個人勇敢 P/s : if YOU understand this song, you'll understand my current feelings. Will update my next post tomorrow. :)

January 29, 2011

World Leprosy Day - 23/1/2011

Finally, i'm free to blog! Since the last post until now, i've been kinda busy. Schedule was tight with studies, homeworks and St. John State Comp training. STRESS! D: I have time to online though. Almost everyday, i will online. Sometimes, the time were wasted just because of my tears. Haizz~ Kay, let's make this quick yea. As you can see the title of today's post is "World Leprosy Day". It's a Leo event. Oh yea, forgot to mention, i'm a Leo club member and this is my first time attending an activity with Leo. The night before i was kinda excited bout what will happen the next day and it ended up, me getting not enough sleep. Urgh. So, on the 23rd of January, woke up at 6 and got myself prepared. Drank a mug of Milo and ate a piece of bread, and off i go. Attire of the day is needed with pink or red shirt, but unfortunately, i don't have a red shirt, so i chose a light pink T-shirt. Arrived at Maluri LRT station before 7.15 am, bought ticket to Hang Tuah. Then meet up with the other Leo, and off we go to monorail to KL Sentral. On the way to KL Sentral. Reached KL Sentral, 2 cars were provided. Some took KTM and the rest were by car and me, i was chosen to go by car. Lucky? I guess. After an hour, probably, reached the Leprosy Centre. As soon as i got out of the car, i was like "finally!" due to the coldness in the car. Inside Leprosy Centre, i start to sweat. After that, we rehearsed for the performance. After awhile of rehearsal, we took a visit to the wad where a lot of old folks with .. health problems? Hmm, i guess. They're entertaining an old man .. by singing. xD On the way back to the Leprosy Centre. Then continue rehearse. 2 songs were chose, Heal The World by Michael Jackson and one more song which i've never hear before. After while, the ceremony started. So, we sat down. And of course, took out my camera and start cam-whoring. :D Sorry if my eyes looks a bit swollen and smile isn't that nice. Have to blame myself for crying the night before. D': Promoting Feng Qing's phone? Nah, haha. I'm just pretending this is MY phone as i've wanted this phone the first time i saw it. I want this phone! D: I get bored, so borrowed Abg Boon Keat's phone to on fb, purposely to "stalk" somebody and check my notifications. :) Status posted by me, and remind me of the past, and my heart hurts! :'( Performance started. Our performance. I guess it went really well though we can't sing that loud. =x After that, made a line, hold hands and let the old folks to walk in line to get their ang pau? I guess. Before that, pose first! PEACE~ ;D Finished everything, took group photos! :D Wow, finally everything ended! I'm exhausted and felt kinda boring, but still, i enjoyed myself. Then went back to KL Sentral by the car that drove us there. Meet up with the others and went for our lunch. By that time, i was like starving! After finish, i went back to Maluri LRT station with Feng Qing. Mum picked me up from there and went to Leisure Mall before back to home. That's all for that day. It has been a GREAT EXPERIENCE though. Hope i can do something like that next time. :D Mood have been ups and downs nowadays. Feeling so useless and helpless. Is that normal? Hmm. Living in a heart being hurt time, is tough. Really tough! As soon as i knew it, i can feel that my whole body broke down, my heart is in pieces. Until today, i must say, i feel so much better than before. But some part of me, don't know which part that is, seems to be crying whenever i thought of you.
YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU ♥

January 3, 2011

The journey begins ♥

The journey into my studyland once again return! And now, this is only the beginning, the very beginning. There will be a long more way to go till the end. *sigh* Kay, today was my first day of school. Practically, first day going to school as a morning session student. The night before, i was quite excited, for no reason, and decided to go to bed early, but i rolled around my bed with my eyes closed but not asleep for more than one hour! I wasn't used to sleeping at 10.30 pm. That's freaking early! But i have to wake up at 5 the next morning, so wanna get enough sleep and reduce my dark circles. *grin* Woke up 5.15 the next morning because i was really comfortable on my bed, cuddling my bolster. HAHAHA. But it was enough time for me to get prepared. Bath, dry my hair, change into my school attire and lastly, drank a cup of Milo. Could be done by 6.30, but keep forgetting things and that made time delays. Asked Feng Qing to arrive before 7 and wait for me, but ended up, she's the one who's freaking early and i'm the one whose freaking late! D: Somebody also did asked me to come like 6.30 am, to 'teman' him, but ended up, i came late. Hehee~ lucky thing, he's not angry. LOL. Still, sorry yea. Next time i won't be late. As if there'll be another time. *LMAO! And so, first day of school was.. ermm.. okay, i guess. Start with my class, 3 Bakti. Man, there is a few 'gangs' in my class. I bet 3 Bakti will be the noisiest class and the 'targeted' class. HAHAHA. Kay then, but they're still my friends. (: Then first day of school, homework are already given. Ohh, mann! *grin* I'm actually doing my homework now, while online. HAHA. Must finish all my homeworks! The teachers seems so strict. I dun wanna get scoldings, hiting nor going to discipline room either. I'm a prefect also, must show a good example. LOL! HAHAHA. Well, you and her same class, and .. you fall for her, i have no rights to voice up and i dun wanna be the light bulb either. I just hope you're making the right choice, not saying that she's not good, but hope you won't did the same thing what you did to me. If you say you love her, truly mean it. Don't play with her heart! Appreciatte her! Kay.. why am i talking like i'm giving you a speech as if i know 100% what really happen. Urgh~ dun wanna think too much already! D: So, i guess that's all for this post. Nothing much to babble about anymore. HAHAA. So, see you guys till the next post! I'll update as soon as possible, if i have something interesting to share. Bye! Nites! :D

January 1, 2011

New year, new look!

Kay, it's gonna be a new year, so decided to go for a new look, hairstyle and maybe even a new personality. :D This post is bout my 'haircut trip' on the 29th. Been waiting for this day the whole holiday! Finally! HAHAHA. New haircut! xD This is just gonna be a short post, nothing much, unless you're interested to see my new haircut. *perasan* AHAHAHA. Hmm, as i was saying.. woke up around 10.30 am, if i'm not mistaken. Waken up by my sis and my baby cousin. They're always my alarm clock during the holidays. HAHA. ;D My mum left early in the morning back to office to deal some work and will pick us up around 12. So, i online, of course! Addicted already! D: Then bath, got myself dressed and waited for my mum. Our appointment is at 1pm and my mum actually picked us up at 1pm. *swt* Luckily we're going to, is my uncle's saloon, if not, i think other saloon wouldn't wait for us for 1 hour. Hehe. xP In the car, cam-whore of course. I wouldn't miss it! Want to take the last few photos before going to get my haircut. O.O.. my hair's so long! Giving reasons to get a haircut, i guess. HAHAHA. xD Ohh, where's the other half? *grin* Likeee this picturee! :D Then went and find parking, was a problem. Took us quite some time to find the perfect parking! After parked, head to the saloon. On the way, bought waffles and "Snow Ice", just to fill up our stomach a bit, because we didn't really did ate our breakfast nor lunch. Waffles was thumbs up! :D Snow Ice.. thumbs upside down! D: Kay, off to my uncle's saloon at Sungei Wang then. Everytime routine when i'm getting a haircut at my uncle's saloon. They'll first help us to wash our hair, and kinda massage our head. Nicee! xD Then, waited for my uncle to cut my hair. Apparently, i took this when i'm waiting for my uncle. He was busy cutting other people's hair. I was super bored, so listen to songs from my phone. I look like an auntie, aren't i? -.- And after a long time of waiting, my hair has finally been cut! I wasn't really liking my new haircut at that moment. I guess i wasn't used to seeing myself in that haircut. Oh well, have to get used to it. :) and.. that's all for this post. See, i told ya it's short, nothing much actually. Hope you guys like my new haircut too! Don't wanna get embarassed. HAHA. LOL~ :) P/s : i know i should not do this, but i can't help it if you look like an angel. ♥