Happy Deepavali~

Yesterday my friend , Bala , my ex-SK Cochrane friend , invited a few of his friends including me to his house for Deepavali Celebration. When i arrive there , it was about 1.45 pm. Then , i saw Suet Yee and few of my ex-SK Cochrane friends eating. Then , i'm also offered to eat but use hand. Bala's father say "If use hand , only can taste the rice. Use fork and spoon , cannot taste!" I don't really understand what he said. >< I dunno what is it called but it's rice and it's yummy! ^^ But very spicy! I'm sweating while eating because it's really hot! XD Later , when i finish my rice , i went to the living room where all my friends were. Then , i chat with Suet Yee. We chat about him. hehe~ After that , we went up to a room and play monopoly.

*Bala's Monopoly set

*Bala crapping alot. haha~ XD

*Timothy Chow

*Cute or not this boy?? XD

Then , we start to play.

Later , we all stop playing already because the players cannot sit properly , move here move there. XD

After that , Suet Yee want to practice First Aid so we chose Bala as the casualty.

Bala so 'cham' o. ^^ First , we practice transport.

Bala is heavy! We can't lift him up! Everytime we lift him up , he fell. but no hurt. Luckily! Don't see Bala very small size , don't think he's light o. He's heavy man! XD

Next do CPR.

Anyways after that , then we go down to the living room to wait for our mother to come and pick us up. It was about 4 pm that time. Suet Yee went back home first then only me. I had a great time yesterday. I bet Suet Yee also! ;D

Yes or No??

I've been thinking lately... Keep asking myself the same question. Really want to know the truth answer. Does he like me?? I want to ask him. but i just don't know how! I really really want to know! I don't know whether the answer is YES or NO. I have a feeling that he likes me. I also have a feeling that he don't like me. Haiz~ P/s : Gambateh o , Jing Wei! =)

The Story ~

First , i like you. But now , i like you even deeper , LOVE! Actually , i don't really know why i love you. Many people ask me , "Why do you love him??" Well , i really don't know why. I can't really figure out why i love you. What is so special about you?? Is it because you're 'yeng'?? Haiz~ I still remember the first time i saw you. That day is actually Valentine's Day(14 February). It's replacement school day. That time i'm still a probate. It's almost duty time. I go Bilik Pengawas to take my pen. Then , my watch shows that is already 12.30 pm. I scared i'll be late for duty so i ran. Then , i twisted my leg when i cross the tree trunk! It was damn pain!! I thought if i rest for awhile , my pain will be gone. But then , i can't stand the pain so , i cried. Tears came rolling down from my eyes. At the same time , my junior , Abang Muadzam saw me crying and help me to walk to the pondok and let me sit down. Then, he go call for St. John. Then , Pinky , Wing Yee and Melissa came. They did treatment to my twsted leg. I was so scared to talk to them. Then , Pinky call for him. Pinky ask him to call for at least 2-3 boys to chair lift me. But then , he go call girls. Haha~ *za dou* That is when i first saw him but that time i haven fell in love with him. =) But then , after a few weeks , whenever i saw him , my heart will beat very fast! Since then on , i realize i fell in love with him already. That time , nobody know about this. Only Wai Wai and Yi Wen , i think. Anyways , 1 day , dunno what happen! Somebody go and told the Form 2 girls that i like him!! Then , the Form 2 girls keep asking me this and that. They would like chase after me and ask! Like i'm a star!! Some even advise me not to like him. Many of the girls said he's very LC. I just nod my head , say nothing , just keep quiet. I was so embarassed! I scared what if he know's about this! But then , i try to forget what happen. Unfortunately , after a few days , this rumour spread until the Form 2 boys know already. That day , it was Tuesday. That time was approximately 11.30 am. His chinese class ended. I can't see the sign of them so i used Tangga 3 to go up to Level 5. Unfortunately , a group of Form 2 girls and boys saw me. They were shouting his name and some of them said "Your girlfriend's waiting for you a!" I was so damn embarassed!! That time , i was eating ice-cream. I really want to hide! So , he wouldn't see me. Unfortunately , i couldn't and he passed by me and i just look down at the floor. Then , my kai gor was behind him. I told my kai gor "Help Me!!" queitly. He just laugh at me. ><><"

~EnD oF sToRy~

It's hurting~!

Why do you have to hurt me?? After i saw your sms , my heart is like broken to pieces already! I've never been so hurt before. ='( I am really happy after i saw you but after reading your message , my mood totally changed. But i want to thank you for the happiness that you gave me. I appreciatte it a lot. Sometimes , i would think ... is it worth it for me to do everything that i've done for you?? Just because of you , i can't sleep well every night. My appetite are getting smaller. I just keep thinking ... do you really care for me?? Do you EVEN care for me?? I really don't know how to describe my feelings now. My feelings are all mixed up! ><

北极星的眼泪(张栋梁)_Bei Ji Xing De Yan Lei(Nicholas Teo)

When i first heard this song is when i watch my favourite movie which is 微笑Pasta(Smiling Pasta). I like this movie so much and this song attracted me. ^O^ This is my third time watching 微笑Pasta. I've never fond of watching this movie. :D Whenever i heard this song , it reminded me of YOU! xP

像断了线 消失人海里面 Xiang duan le xian xiao shi ren hai li mian 我的眼终于失去 你的脸 Wo de yan zhong yu shi qu ni de lian 再等一会 奢望流星会出现 Zai deng yi hui she wang liu xing hui chu xian 愿如果真的实现 Yuan ru guo zhen de shi xian 爱能不能永远 Ai neng bu neng yong yuan 明天或许来不及变 Ming tian huo xu lai bu ji bian 但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远 Dan ceng jing zou guo de zuo tian yue lai yue yuan 北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念 Bei ji xing de yan lei shuo bu chu de xiang nian 原来我们活在 两个世界 Yuan lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie 北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼 Bei ji xing de yan lei ni ku hong de shuang yan 被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面 Bei ling shi de nuo yan yan mo zai xin li mian 我抬头看着 爱不见 Wo tai tou kan zhe ai bu jian 再等一会 奢望流星会出现 Zai deng yi hui she wang liu xing hui chu xian 愿 如果真的实现 Yuan ru guo zhen de shi xian 爱能不能永远 Ai neng bu neng yong yuan 明天 或许来不及变 Ming tian huo xu lai bu ji bian 但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远 Dan ceng jing zou guo de zuo tian yue lai yue yuan 北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念 Bei ji xing de yan lei shuo bu chu de xiang nian 原来我们活在 两个世界 lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie 北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼 Bei ji xing de yan lei ni ku hong de shuang yan 被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面 Bei ling shi de nuo yan yan mo zai xin li mian 抬头看着 爱不见 Wo tai tou kan zhe ai bu jian 当对的人 等不到对的时间 Dang dui de ren deng bu dao dui de shi jian 就在放开手的瞬间 爱撕成两边 Jiu zai fang kai shou de shun jian, ai si cheng liang bian 北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念 Bei ji xing de yan lei shuo bu chu de xiang nian 原来我们活在 两个世界 Yuan lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie 北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼 Bei ji xing de yan lei ni ku hong de shuang yan 被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面 Bei ling shi de nuo yan yan mo zai xin li mian 我抬头看着 爱不见 Wo tai tou kan zhe ai bu jian 整个宇宙都 流眼泪 Zheng ge yu zhou dou liu yan lei P/s : YOU , gambateh o! =D

Seeing you like this is hard.

Before this , you're always happy. Always a happy-go-lucky kind of person. You'll make me happy when i'm down. =) You know when i'm sad or when i'm not. But look at yourself now ... you're not even happy. Eventhough , when i'm down you'll make me happy but seeing you like this i can't smile. But i just try to smile. A really fake smile. =] I won't force you or anything. I just want you to be happy like you were before this. Always be 'the clown'. You're a very good friend to me. The best friend i've ever had! If you're sad , i'll sad too. =( You're happy , i'm happy. =D Whenever i'm sad , i'll just keep it to myself and whenever i saw you i have to smile , a really fake smile! ='( I don't want to let you worry about me. You should worry about yourself first. Even now , i'm worrying about you. Haiz~ No matter what happens , i'll always be there to support you. Like you used to do the same thing to me. Thank you , my _______ ___ ______! =]

I hate it when i'm sick! Because i don't like to eat pills. *Bluek* I rather go to school than having sick. Feel like want to vomit but can't. Don't know why~ Nothing much to post though. P/s : Jie , today PMR o~ Gambateh ya. :DD

Prefect's Farewell Party 2009.

Today was my Prefect's Farewell Party. Quite fun.

Didn't eat a lot of food though , eventhough the food there was nice. =)

Our sketsa is still acceptable.

Eventhough not much people give applause. =}

*me with Yi Wen

*Suit Yee , me , Feng Qing

*me with Jie Yin

before leaving , took the last picture. ^^

Happy Mooncake Festival ~

Yesterday was Mooncake Festival.

Nothing much happen actually,

Went to my aunt house eat dinner. Yesterday , my appetite was not really good so i ate little only eventhough my aunt's cooking was damn nice. XD

After that , went back to my own house and ate mooncakes.

Then , i ate ice-cream that my grandfather bought. =)

Red bean flavour~

nice~~ XD

Yesterday's training

Yesterday i went for my St. John training at HQ. Started with warms up as usual. When play games that time , something happened. I don't know whether this is classified as a happy thing to me or what. 'He' cradle me up! I was so embarassed~! >< Well , this is how it goes. Actually , MIC chose Cigie and ask 'him' to cradle her. But then , Cigie told MIC that i was lighter so this made MIC change his mind and ask 'him' to cradle ME! I'm so scared until i don't even dare to move! >< This is the first time i go so near to him. Before that , i was piggy back by Carl Men. It's the order from our MIC. Haiz~ and MIC order 'him' to piggy back Cigie and ask Carl Men which piggy back me chase after him. The scene was very funny! XDD Then , MIC ask Carl Men to stop and put me down. Haha~ After that , when it's almost time to finsh the training , we celebrated Mooncake Festival which is the next day by eating mooncakes that our senior brought. The mooncakes were nice.*yummy* XD Anyways , have a nice Mooncake Festival everybody! :DD

Japanese songs ~

Well , before this i seldom hear Japanese songs except First Love. That song is nice! It's by Utada Hikaru. XD These days i'm in love with this Japanese song - Flowers In the Rain by Atelier Iris 3. This song attracted me. ^^ When i'm sad i'll hear this song or even sing it to myself. It relax my mind from sadness or even stress. Eventhough it doesn't fully helped me but it can reduce my sadness and stress.

Here's the lyric~

Takaku kakage you tsunaida sono te wo

Ame ni yurete shakuna mo shireru hana

Lalala…

Hajimete atta toki kara

Onaji iro no sora no shita

Chotto shita hotto de

Itsumo surechigau

Nandomo tou mawari shite

Zutto sagashite iru noni

Gyutto dakishimete waratteta ii youni

Kurikashita ame wa

Kokoro made tokashite

Hitotsu kiri no sora dakishite shimau kedo

Itsuka hareta nara

Kimi ni aini yukou

Hontou no kimochi wo tsutae ni

Takaku kakage you tsunaida sono te wo

Ame ni furete shakuna mo shireru hana

Kare ni koto no naikazu shireru hana

Lalala…

Nuzumu hirai sae kitto tsukuri daseru

Ima sugu ni tsutaetai taisetsuna koto

Ameagari no sora kakaru niiji no youni

Futatsu no kimochi wo musunde

Takaku kakage you tsunaida sono te wo

Hidamari ni mureruna mo shireru hana

Kare ni koto no naikazu shireru hana

Lalala…

Takaku sora wo sasuna mo shireru hana

If you don't understand what does it mean , don't ask me.

I don't understand it also. XD

Tiring days~

These days is such tiring days! My dark circles are getting darker! Hate it~! Since this Tuesday , woke up early but slept late. I need to wake up early because i need to go school and practice sketsa for my prefect farewell party , while on the other hand , i slept late because my night is occupied by homeworks. Actually , today is a holiday but i still need to go school. Because i still need to go school and practice the sketsa. My prefect farewell party is this Sunday. I can't wait to go! XD Hope our sketsa will do just fine. Hope that after all of our hardwork will have a good result. =)