Seeing you like this is hard.

Before this , you're always happy. Always a happy-go-lucky kind of person. You'll make me happy when i'm down. =) You know when i'm sad or when i'm not. But look at yourself now ... you're not even happy. Eventhough , when i'm down you'll make me happy but seeing you like this i can't smile. But i just try to smile. A really fake smile. =] I won't force you or anything. I just want you to be happy like you were before this. Always be 'the clown'. You're a very good friend to me. The best friend i've ever had! If you're sad , i'll sad too. =( You're happy , i'm happy. =D Whenever i'm sad , i'll just keep it to myself and whenever i saw you i have to smile , a really fake smile! ='( I don't want to let you worry about me. You should worry about yourself first. Even now , i'm worrying about you. Haiz~ No matter what happens , i'll always be there to support you. Like you used to do the same thing to me. Thank you , my _______ ___ ______! =]