It's hurting~!

Why do you have to hurt me?? After i saw your sms , my heart is like broken to pieces already! I've never been so hurt before. ='( I am really happy after i saw you but after reading your message , my mood totally changed. But i want to thank you for the happiness that you gave me. I appreciatte it a lot. Sometimes , i would think ... is it worth it for me to do everything that i've done for you?? Just because of you , i can't sleep well every night. My appetite are getting smaller. I just keep thinking ... do you really care for me?? Do you EVEN care for me?? I really don't know how to describe my feelings now. My feelings are all mixed up! ><