I keep asking myself this few questions.

Example like, am i treating you good?

Am i treating you the way i'm suppose to treat you?

What do you really don't like about me?

eventhough you told me that you love me the way i am.

Why am i so stupid? Why i say myself stupid?

because when i cannot feel your love, i'll start to think negative things.

Such as, do you really meant what you say?

Do you really love me alot like you told me?

Will you break up with me someday? *scared feeling*

See~! I'm really stupid! Asking myself this stupid questions!

I told you that i trust you. I really am.

but why do this questions keep stuck in my mind?

Why do i still finding the answers for these questions?

I also found out that whenever i cannot feel your love,

it's like my trust for you have gone.

and i'll feel that i'm lonely.

That i'm ... NOT ME.

I really felt like want to cry. but i just couldn't, dunno why. ='(

me , him Dear, you sad ar? Your msn. Yes. Feel like want to cry? Yes. Cry lar. You will feel much better wan. Cry out so that you can release your stress. Ok. Thank you dear. I Love You.

I really am happy after that. He care for me. I can feel it.

When i online this morning, i saw his msn personal message. "let your emotion out by crying..it lets go of everything and you will feel better.."

Is the personal message meant for me? I really dunno. but now the only thing i hope that our relationship will get better. school faster start lar~~ so i can see him ar~~ very de miss him. =D