Can you feel my heartbeat once more? ♥

My dear blog, sorry for abandoning you again. I don't meant to. My holiday is just PLAIN BORING! Nothing else better to do other than online, eat, sleep and watch TV. Well, add some exercise. Don't know why suddenly so into exercise nowadays. Maybe just scared i'll gain weight this holiday. OMG! HAHAA! xD Well, this has been the most 'no mood' holiday. Never really thought it'll become like THIS! Haizz~ should i feel happy? Sad? Angry? Can't really tell what i'm exactly feeling now. It's like i feel like i wanna punch somebody! Well, which i don't even dare to do. HAHA! *sigh* What can i do? What is really on your mind? What are you REALLY thinking bout? What do you really WANT from me? I need answers! But i guess i'm just gonna have to ask you, not you initiatively give me answers. Mann, i desperately need YOU this instant! And i mean RIGHT NOW! Right this MOMENT! Aarghh~ never knew i needed somebody this desperately. :( Today is already.......... 3rd of December! Ohh man! It's December already? Means PMR is getting nearer and nearer! Now i know how those past years PMR candidates felt like. Man, PMR is like in less than a year! And have i studied enough? I guess that will be a NO. I'm gonna work my best in this year! Not MY best, is THE best! Gonna focus 100% in PMR and maybe.. YOU are not gonna be in my number 1 this year. HAHAA! *but remember, you're number ONE in my heart. :) Books gonna piled up on my study table day by day and i'm gonna stick my ass on the chair. I dun wanna fail this year. I wanna be the best among the best! Woww, i've never been this high-spirited before. Anyways, get straight A's in my PMR and also every exams i'm gonna take next year. Please, HELP ME! *finger crossed* So, due to that, less online. Of course. So, that means my blog is gonna be dead for some time. I will update something once awhile though. How's my life and studies going. :) Okeyy, that's all for now! The time is already really late and i think i should be off to bed now. Goodnight guys! ♥ -signing off- I LOVE YOU! ♥♥