September 19, 2010

Missing you~

Now, the time is around 3:10 am on 19th of September and i'm still online-ing. xP
My dark circles are getting worse and i'm still staying up late. Haiz~
Playing Pet Society on Facebook. Addicted till i can't stop, i guess~ xD
Well, i just couldn't sleep, dunno why. That's why i spent my time by playing games and downloading songs because i'm trying to have more songs than Nicholas. "Nic, i'm gonna beat you!" *blek* xD
Well, there's also another motive why i want to blog. ;D
Today is Nicholas and my 10th month anniversarry. Happy? Ya~ Duh~ xD
I think back and i realize time past really fast
Since 19th of November 2009, until now, our relationship is still strong. Well, sometimes is not. xP
Anyways, we've been through a lot of stuffs together throughout these 10 months.
Happy and sweet moments? Unforgettable! Everytime thought of these moments, there'll be a smile on my face, or i could even laugh about it. :DD
Sad and bitter moments? Erm.. some are unforgettable eventhough i tried really hard to forget it. These moments did teach us what is right and what is wrong. Moments that made us learn from our mistake but still, there are those mistakes we'll keep repeating it. Well, these are the moments that also made our relationship stronger but somehow, there are times our relationship is a bit nearly to break up level. Haiz~ those moments are still clearly remembered in my mind. =(
Ok. Nevermind, let me stop talking about that and i'll do the best to keep this relationship strong, keep this relationship going on. =)
We've promise each other a lot of things and yet, promise is ALWAYS a promise. I'll keep my promise and you'll keep yours. Remember o~! ^^
Anyways, all that matters right now is that i have you and we only love each other.
Happy 10th month Anniversarry, dear!
I love you!
P/s : The more i think about it, the more scared i am. I tried really hard not to think of it but everytime i see her, my heart is all messed up, like all my trust in you is totally gone. ='(

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