영원히 내 남편을 사랑 해요! ♥

Without you, it's painful in my heart and tears everywhere as i think of you. I can really feel that i'm dying in the inside. I'm waiting for this moment patiently, as all of this sadness will be over. The tears won't be rolling down my face anymore and a real sweet smile will appear on my face. *smile* I'm now in a much better mood than before this. The whole time, i'm just pretending to be happy, try to keep a smile on my face but in my heart, it's having its sad time. Pretending to be happy when i'm already dying inside, it's hard but, watching you like this, it's harder. I'm not really daring enough to tell you this. I just love you too deeply and that's the reason why i'll get that kind of feeling very easily. I tried many times to control this kind of feeling of mine. I don't wanna make this feeling too obvious so everytime i need to keep a happy face but my heart appears to be a sad face. Sometimes, it can be really hard because in the inside, i'm just a small little scared girl. Not brave enough to do what i need to do. Now i'm glad that all of these is officially over. Everything is currently back to normal and i didn't think too much about it. Just that i still think of another thing that i shouldn't think of. I realize that i'm just really scared of that happening. I keep imagining it but i'm trying really hard not to. I need to have faith and trust in him. I need to have these in me to keep me from becoming so scared. I need to trust him! Finally, good things happened! Hope tomorrow school will be alright. =) P/s : 我知道我错了。=) P/s 2 : We've already tie a knot in our heart and that makes us 丈夫和妻子。我会永远爱你！;D