Hi guys! Sorry didn't post anything for about 3 weeks or more. I'm back to school and that's the reason my blog is left dead. Once i'm back to school , i have less time to go online. Well , there's a lot of bitter and sweet moments that i have been through these few weeks. Sweet moments is when i have moments with my JJC and my boyfriend , obviously! XD Now , about the bitter moments. Hmm~ well , fought with friends whose used to be good friends to me. But now , the case is perfectly settled and i'm really glad that i can have him as my best friend back. I really want to have the old you back! But am still so happy that you treat me like you used to be. You're such a good friend eventhough sometimes you do make me hate you! Anyways , another of the bitter moments is erm.. well , dun really know how to say it but that's the past , practically. It happens on the first week of school after the school holidays. I try to forget that incident but i dunno why i just can't! Everytime i saw you two talking , i'll think back that incident and it feels like a knife is stab in my heart! but of course , i try to hide my feelings so nobody knows. I dun want to make you feel that i dun let you to talk to her. You can! it's just that ... i really cannot control my feelings. I've already tried , but i just can't! maybe i'll just have to face it anyway. I can tell my dear JJC but , they can't do anything. I also cannot do anything. I cannot control him. I also dun want to because i'm not that kind of person. I guess i'll just have to face with this every school days. He may have made me happy but still , he can also make me sad. I wrote this post it's not because i purposely want him to see this and make some changes between their friendship or anything. It's just that i want to spill what is in my heart. ___________________________________________________ Today went for Merentas Desa and it was quite fun. I'll post about the Merentas Desa tomorrow , i guess. Now , i need to go bath and have my dinner and that's the end of my day and that's the end for today post. P/s : am waiting for Hari Keusahawanan. ^^