Pain !

This days, there is a pain in my heart.

I dunno why.

Everytime i think of you, it started to hurt my heart.

Feels like want to cry. ='(

It hurt so badly!

I can't sms you. You're in hong kong right now. =(

Miss you badly! so badly sometimes until cry. ='((

and i dunno how to describe my feelings right now.

Scared? I think so.

Sometimes there are many question in my mind.

keep asking myself the same question.

Are you still in love with her?

Do you still have feelings towards her?

Do you really only love me?

Are you hiding something from me?

Sometimes, i feel so confused.

suddenly think of all this question.

When i started sms with you.

that time you haven't confess to me.

You always talk about her. and i always talk about him. ==

I told you that i'm letting go of him.

Then, you told me that you also tried to let go of her, but you can't.

You told me you tried for six months already.

but you still can't.

and now i'm wondering.. you still love her?

I want to ask you this question.

but i'm scared. i scared you angry.

i also ask myself, do i really trust you?

i answer myself 'dunno'.

hcm ask me to trust you.

That's what love are. trust each other.

but i dunno i can or not.

i don't want to leave you. and i also don't want you to leave me.

i really tried to forget about this. but i just can't!

Everytime i think of you, this many question will pop up into my head.

can't let it go away. including my pain.

Sometimes, i'll feel that you don't want to talk to me.

don't want to 'choi' me. =(

why you don't straightly tell me you miss me so much?

why need your friend tell me? why??

I really feel so hurt right now. =(

P/s : are there one girl or two girl in your heart? ><