Exams week.

Okey, i'm finally back to blogging. Finally! :D Honestly, i'm kinda lazy to blog, but for the sake of my blog, to keep it not deadly, i'm gonna post about my exams. Ohhkeyy, my exam. Hmm, first day of exam was BM and English paper 2. Well, BM paper 2 was ok and English paper 2, i think i did it just fine. :) Next day was Sejarah and Maths paper 2. Ohh my, Sejarah, i kinda checked the answers for few questions and it didn't turned out really great but still, hope i'll get at least 60 and above. *finger crossed* Well, Maths paper 2. Haiz~ i left blank 7 questions! My heart has broken into pieces! Actually, i can finish up another 2 questions, which i know how to do, but teacher took away my paper as the time is already up. Damn it! Then, on 1st of November, Science paper 2 and Moral. Okey. Science paper 2. Hmm~ i guess i did it okey. Nothing much. Same goes to Moral. The next day was Maths paper 1, English paper 1 and BM paper 1. All these three papers i did it all just fine. I didn't find much problem on these three papers. So i hope the result came out like i expect it will be. *finger crossed* Then, KH, PSK and Science paper 1 on the following day. KH and PSK, i didn't read nor studied, i just flipped through my textbook pages. Science paper 1, ohh my, kinda scared of the results. Today was Geografi, Seni paper 1 and PK. Geo, hmm, it was average. I guess i did it just fine too. Seni paper 1 and PK, never read anything but i guess it wasn't that hard. ^^" Okkeyy~ after tomorrow's Seni drawing, i'm free! Then i'll be finally freeee! :D Just hope i wouldn't screw up my drawing, because honestly, my drawing is not that good. Anyways, good luck in my drawing. Hope it'll turned out great! :) ____________________________________________________

Will post about the time i went to my sis' school, SK Cochrane aka my ex school, on Hari Keusahawanan, my grandparents' 40th anniversarry and my grandpa's birthday as soon as possible. :)

I really desperately need YOU right NOW!

Sorry guys, i will update my blog as soon as my final exams over. :) Add oil! :D P/s : thanks for making my day more worse!

Re-BFA and BFA Test - 17.10.10

On 17th of October, i went for St. John's re-BFA test at HQ. It started with me waking up and got ready myself. Then, on the way there, i was freaking out for two reasons. One, HIM! Cigie sms-ing with me and says that he's already there. Ohh man, my heart was thumping so fast that time. Two, is because of the re-BFA that i'm going to take. As i was freaking out in the car, i prayed for my test to pass. Thanks to my grandma help. Seniors asked us to arrive before 8 am, and the test start 9 something. When we were waiting aka studying first aid, took some pictures. Photo credits from Miss Cigie. :)

*we Form 2's were sitting in a group

*me and Jas and i'm covering my face from the camera, lol.

When it was time for the test to start, me, Jas and Cigie were freaking out! We were like keep asking each other questions except Cigie, because she's trying to calm down. Firstly, i did Choking and CPR. My name was called, so i cannot not go. I'm kinda confident i can pass my Choking and CPR though, the officer did ask many questions and there's a few questions i couldn't manage to answer. Next, i did Recovery Position and Transportation. My partner during recovery position was Jasmine. I don't know why i couldn't stop giggling when Jas is doing recovery position on me. Then when transportation, Cigie is my partner. I don't really know whether i can pass my transportation or not. After that, it was bandaging. My partner was Cigie. We've already booked for each other. I guess my bandaging failed because i'm suppose to do arm sling for forearm fracture, but unfortunately, i did e-sling. Hope i'll ONLY fail bandaging. Hope that overall, i'll pass.

After we've finished everything, me, Cigie and Jas went to Carrefour's mamak store to have our lunch.

*me and Cigie *Jasmine

Then, we went to JJ to buy ice cream from MacDonald. It was raining heavily that time. So we sat at the food court for awhile and when the rain slow down, we walked back to school. It was still raining so we ran then we walk. By the time we've reached outside school, we were soaking wet. So, we sat outside the school and since the time is still early, we chit-chat about 'something'. Btw, thank you guys! :)

Then, we went back. Cigie went back first, followed by Jas then only me. I didn't had a really good day. He talked to me and i kinda ignored him, and i just simply shouted at somebody. I feel so bad for doing these. I'm sorry guys. :( i just not in the mood all of a sudden, too stress i guess.

Hope we all will PASS! *finger cross*

P/s : is that true? kinda scared everytime saw you looking at me.

哭過就好了.

Today went for St. John meeting at HQ. It started with me waking up at 6.20 am and got ready myself. Then, 7.05 am, left the house and Cigie was rushing me because that time, there's only her one NC and her leng zai was there too, so she's scared, extremely scared. Then, Jie Yin and Jasmine arrived. That makes four NC Form 2. Then around 7.45 am, we fall-in then usual warm up. Then play games, but it's not actually games, it's basically a training. After that, for those who didn't attend the last trial BFA test need to do it today, and for those who took the trial BFA test, they go to another side and discuss about the written test, if i'm not mistaken. After finished everything, everybody was able to go home. Before going home, my grandma brought me to eat 'yong tau foo'. I was so damn full after that! I don't want to type so long today. Reason? Not in the mood, after heard something that really hurt my heart. *crying* I know i should be happy because everythings back to normal, as i wished it would be. But there's this suffering feeling, sad feeling, i don't really know why. I'm happy but i'm also sad at the same time. Am i just too tired or what? Haiz~

Say that i hate you, but deep down inside, i'm hurting.

43 Things A Girl Wished Her Boyfriend Knew! 1. When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away. 2. When she misses you, she's hurting inside. 3. When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers. 4. When she walks away from you mad, follow her. 5. When she stares at your mouth, kiss her. 6. When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go. 7. When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her. 8. When she ignores you, give her your attention. 9. When she pulls away, pull her back. 10. When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful and when a girl says she's ugly then she wants u to say ur beautiful or pretty back. 11. When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word. 12. When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind. 13. When she's scared, protect her. 14. When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her. 15. When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night. 16. When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh. 17. When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay. 18. When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth. 19. When she says that she loves you, she really does more than you could understand. 20. When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers. 21. When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh. 22. When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold. 23. When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does. 24. Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything. 25. Don't let her have the last word. 26. Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better. 27. Say you love her more than she could ever love you. 28. Argue that she is the best girl ever. 29. When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go. 30. When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 years later she'll still remember it. 31. Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her. 32. Call her before you sleep and after you wake up. 33. Treat her like she's all that matters to you. 34. Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends. 35. Stay up all night with her when she's sick. 36. Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. 37. Let her into your world. 38. Let her wear your clothes. 39. When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. 40. Let her know she's important. 41. Kiss her in the pouring rain. 42. When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is, "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?". 43. After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too. P/s : don't really know what's on your mind. :(