Here I am..~

Here i am.. ~

In my home sweet home. xD

Playing with my hair.. ==

been thinking of how to cut my hair.

because this sunday going to my uncle Biby saloon. to cut my hair. lol. =) Can't wait~!

hmm.. i decided to cut my hair in front there short. lol. ^^

took some pictures while playing with my hair. xP

Nice? Pretty? Love this picture the most! ^^ Love this picture also. =) I look a bit wierd in this picture. == My face look soo big. xD Last picture. ^^

SKIP ______

This days.. at home boring. lol. ==

online whole day.

Few days ago, i met a boy or a guy..

he's 18. he add me at Facebook.

He's name is Kevin Tham. full name, dunno. ^^" i never ask him.

but i dunno how he looks like.

he wanted to be friends with me. =)

he just finish his SPM. =] He's from SMK Datok Lokman.

we chat a lot. at facebook.

Just now, he ask me when's my birthday.

my birthday is just around the corner. Woots~! Can't wait! xP

and he also ask me like pets or not. ^^

he say he'll give me a pet on my birthday.

I was shocked of course! xD

but i don't want la.. i answered him.

he's birthdate same with my dear.

3rd September. ^^

SKIP ______

Just now, somebody sms me.

And after i saw his sms, i was so shocked!

First sms, he ask me i got bf or not?

And i ask him why? Lol.

And guess what he answered??

He answered me that if he can become my bf or not?

I was so shocked!! Very de shocked!

but i don't want to reply him.

I know it's rude.. xP

Anyway, you can guess who is the person. ^^

Missing you ~ ♥

On saturday, my last sms with you is at 6.09 pm.

And your flight to Hong Kong is at 6.30 pm.

I'm really going to miss you! In fact, i'm going to miss you very much!!

Anyway, you say you'll sms me when you're back to Malaysia.. and that's next year. dunno when.. =]

When you're away, i just couldn't sleep.. I just couldn't stop thinking about you.

Yesterday night, i lie in my bed at 10.30 pm. I use my earphone to hear songs from my phone.

I keep hearing the same song which is 我知道(I know) by By2. I love this song so much! but i love you more!! ^^ This song remind me of you.. Dunno why.

I'm trying to sleep but it's just so hard! but at last, i manage to sleep at 1 am. Haiz~

When i think of you, and you're not there.. i'll hug my teddy bear and pretend that's you.

I want to hug you like in this picture. ^^

You're always in my mind. Your love is always in my heart.

KLCC/C Annual Dinner 2009..~

Yesterday, i went to St. John annual dinner. It was quite fun.. =)

Let's begin the story.. hahaxx~ xD

I thought i'm going to be late for annual dinner because the time is already 5.08 pm. and i'm still stucking in traffic jam.. Haiz~ Really traffic jam. Senior told us that we must arrive before 5.15 pm if not we cannot go in. I was in the car of coz praying.. xP I think my praying work.. =] Because after that, the traffic went a bit smooth.. and luckily i was not late.. it can be said i'm just right on time..^^

When i arrive there, i saw the Form 2 boys. I was like 'OMG!'.. but still i have to go in.. without looking at them.. I was finding Suet Yee cause i know she arrive already.. When i found her, we chat..~ chat..~ chat..~ ^^ Suet Yee looks really pretty.. Really! Pretty than me.. and of coz, taller than me.. xp After a while, Xue Yinn arrives.. we chat..~ chat..~ chat..~ Xue Yinn also look really leng luii.. love her hair^^ That time, Cigie haven't arrive.. and it was our time to go up to the Ballroom.. We registered ourselves. After that, we waited for Cigie. When Cigie arrive, we explain her part to her(performance). I also want to say Cigie also very leng luii. And i don't want to look to my left cause i don't want the Form 2 boys to misunderstood.. xP

Later, it was the opening ceremony. Watch slideshow, after that, enjoy food.. I don't eat much though.. Never eat desert.. =) Later, go toilet.. Cigie and Xue Yinn help me to make-up.. coz i don't have any make-up on.. natural?? haha~

After that, it was time to do the performance.. and Form 1 is the first. So, we did our performance. dunno good or not. hmm.. but there's 1 part everybody shouted.. That part is when Cigie and Carl Men hold hands.. I don't have the picture. I don't have the chance to take it. I'm sure it's very sweet. After our performance, is Form 2's performance followed by Form 3 and Form 4... =)

We play games after that. Got one game we need to be divided into squad. and guess what?? I and Private Tee same squad. but i don't care. Luckily, Cigie same squad with me. xD It feels like i don't need to play the game. Then, got one game is damn painful if you were beaten a lot of times.. xD but me, Cigie and Suet Yee and some of the girls didn't play the game.. well, we were beaten some times. I was beaten 3-4 times^^. That time i started no mood already. and suddenly i cried. can't control my tears. tears keep rolling down. Suet Yee saw me crying and of coz ask me why. i also dunno why. hmm... Cigie also ask why. LoL. I have to control my tears before somebody else saw it. xP

And maybe the reason is because i miss him?? hmm.. dunno.. now he's at Hong Kong. i can't sms with him. he say he's coming back next year. i think maybe it's starting of the year. =) I'm really going to miss him!! He knows that i'm going to be really sad when he's not in Malaysia. He ask me to be happy. So, i promise him i'll be happy. =) but let me cry for one more time and i'll promise you that i'll smile every day. Let get back to the story. hehe~ After that, speech by each senior. Honestly, it was boring. xP but it was a bit fun. and my mother is rushing me. ask me to hurry. xD After finish the speech, the annual dinner is officially ended. Some are crying. ='( Anyway, after that, i met my mother and sister. I was damn tired.

So, we went back home. but i dunno why i'm damn tired still cannot sleep. Haiz~ thinking 'bout him. Missing him so much! Eventhough, you are far away from me, but you are always in my heart. Love you always. ♥

I took some pictures. Well, only 2 larh.. hehe~ ^^

I know i look ugly.. xP

The AC. (Macho arh?) hahaxx~ xD

Fun day! :DD

Yesterday, i went to my friend's house(Wai Wai).. with Jie Yin... =]

First, me n my sister woke up at 8.00 am. but that time is still early.. so we decided to watch tv first.. =) Later we ate our breakfast which is noodle... Then, at about 9.00 am. we get ready...^^

After we get ready, our grandparents drive us... but they don't know where is it so, we tumpang Jie Yin's car...^^ So Jie Yin decided that we should meet at the school... Well, when i arrived there at 10.30 am. she arrived already.. [fast] xD After that, Jie Yin's mom took us to Wai Wai's hse... When we arrive there.. we saw Wai Wai.. she's dress all in black.. [wow] xp We don't exactly know what are we going to do at there.. Hmm... My sister is playing with my hp games while listening to music... Haiz~ We played psp games.. (its my first time playing.. quite good though^^) When we were playing, we are like crazy!! We shouted like "go die larh you..!!" or "Yay..!" or even "i need help here!!" in chinese of course.. xD It was so fun...!! haha~ Then, we eat our lunch.. nice... :) eat lot of junk food.. hehe~ Then, later we chat about prefect things in Wai Wai room.. hahaxx..~ we chat about next year how arh.. pelajar next year... and so on......... =] Then, chat..~ chat..~ chat..~... Then, we go down and play at the below 12 years old playground..[i'm still 12.. haha..~] We play the swing and compete to see whether who can go the highest.. [i know is childish] xp We were laughing happily.. Later, we go to the other playground which is for small children.. At there, we kinda been bully by small children.. so 'pai seh'.. ==" we just wanted to sit at there.. and not want to play...[dunno what is it called.. its a thing that has a spring under it] But got 1 boy say in chinese, say to another boy loudly.. "(name), they dunno how to sit.. go and compete with them.. see whose the fastest.. we were like "Huh??" but we don't care.. coz they are 'little boys'.. Then the boy say again.. "hey.. there are mommy(s) looking at us.." [he's saying us] somemore got 1.. but i forgot already.. Then Jie Yin's mom called.. she said she almost arrive.. so we went up and take our belongings.. we borrowed some of Wai Wai's storybooks.. coz holiday boring.. books could be a great companion^^ I borrowed two books from her... Jie Yin borrowed 10 books from her.. [wow] coz Wai Wai also will borrow Jie Yin's books to read.. 10 books also.. so fair and square^^ Can't take a lot of photo.. only 2.. coz they don't let me.. =p Later, Jie Yin's mom drop me and my sister at Tesco..[dunno where.. xp] My grandparents took us from there.. and my grandfather say he want to go somewhere first... then we go somewhere[dunno where is it].. That is where my father work.. =) Then, our father bought Macdonald for us to eat.. Later, we enter a sweet store.. all sweets! Then, our grandfather ask us to choose.. My sister want marshmallow.. Haiz~ After eating marshmallow.. nothing to do.. took some picture^^ It was cold inside the car...

Still got many pictures de.. but i lazy to upload.. xp Later we went to a 'mamak' stall.. coz my grandfather want to talk about bussiness with his client.. =) At there, i ate a 'roti kosong' n the other half of my grandmother 'roti kosong'... Finish eating, boring... very long my grandfather discuss... Haiz~ My sister very tired already.. she slept.. i almost want to, but my grandmother ask for the car key from grandfather and we slept in the car.. My sister had a bad flu so she can't attend her tuition yesterday.. When we arrived home, we were very tired..! My sister slept early last night.. she slept at 8.30 pm.. I slept 10.30 pm. coz i watch tv^^

Thank You..~ ♥

A gentle word like a spark of light,

Illuminates my soul..

And as each sound goes deeper,

It's YOU that makes me whole..

There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill.. And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still.. And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth.. Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof.. So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life.. I'll do the same for you, you know, MY DEAR... ♥